waiting

I have not posted in a very long time and i'll tell you why. I relocated my blog because someone i was uncomfortable with was reading it. a lot. shortly after i relocated it i realized that there was a very good chance that they had found it again. so for now i guess i am going to take a leap of faith and try to just do what i enjoy and not worry about the rest.

i finished work one week ago today. the baby was due monday or tuesday - depending on who you talk to). the little guy seems pretty intent on staying put.

so we sit and wait. we have midwife appointments just about every day now. there is a little progress made every day but it's funny. i got so frustrated a few weeks ago wanting this to be over that i am actually being very patient now. and i'm glad of it. i can't imagine what torture it must be waiting. okay, i can. and i'm glad that for now i am okay to wait for him to decide when he is ready. don't get me wrong i really hope that he decides soon. for everone's sake. mine and danny's (who is going to bust if it doesn't happen soon) and Danna's (who flew out here to meet her nephew) and jen (who is flying in on saturday to hopefully meet her first grandson!) i know we would have a nice visit either way but i really hope they get to see him before they go!