hello world

ive been totally going stir crazy. there have been no job postings this week worth applying for (and i'm not very picky at the moment so that says a lot). so instead i've been sketching out. it hasn't been pretty. i just hate sitting still. so today i dyed my hair. its still not dry so i'm not sure how i feel about it yet. i went kind of red/oragne. but hopefully in a nice "hire me i'm crazy/sexy/cool" kind of way not a "i want to be 16 and rebel against the world again" kind of way. we'll see how that goes. i plan to fill the rest of my day with a trip to the second chance employment office (yeah!) and a trip to the grandparents for dinner. maybe i'll bring dessert. we'll see if i have time in my busy schedule to make/buy something fabulous.

dont throw a mental

so yesterday was the big 3-0! it was actually a very nice birthday. i got to celebrate with everyone in person which was very lovely. i went out for lunch with my mom (and them ice cream because it just fills in the cracks.) i spent the afternoon with danny and the girls through a fabulous but scary 80s themed party(i still have the jelly braclets on to prove it and i dont think my hair will ever be the same again). what more could a girl ask for? oh. i know. watching the greatest 80s movie ever (Girls just want to have fun - for those of you not blessed enough to know what i speak of) in our own personal backyard theatre. did i mention there was a hot tub in the yard? we didnt watch the movie and tub at one, mind you, but now that i think about it that is... no, just a very bad idea. i can imagine everyone dehydrated abd passing out in the water. people dying does not make for a fun birthday. it just cant.
and on top of all that at one point a deer randomly wandered through the yard. apparently not properly scared off by all the cracy people dressed like lunatics.