heartbeat

so we heard the baby's heartbeat this week. it was very cool. its funny, because in a way i don't really 'feel' pregnant. i mean i feel like crap all right. but other than that it doesn't seem real. but there inside me is this little heart beating so strongly. its so surreal and amazing.

i've been out today enjoying the amazing weather we are having. i want to suck it all in. and i just had to look up whitehorse - it is 0 there today. Here the flowers are coming up! i love it. i even got a bit of sun today. (sitting in my own backyard!) god it has been an amazing year.